Will I Ever Learn?

This week is even more tiring, kahit na wala si Reming. Nakakapagod maghintay no? Yes. It's pretty tiring. Kung alam niyo lang siguro. Hai. Nakakainis dahil kapag love talaga napapa-Tagalog ako.

The very thought of this post is simple. This song played seven times in two days. Imagine, two days. Nambibwisit ang floormates ko so baka i times four pa yan. Sabayan pa nung isang kanta. erk.. wag na ipaalala na umiiyak ako nung mga araw na iyon, ha? Natripan ng floormates kong patugtugin ng seven times na naririnig ko and even I want to stop them, I just have to adjust. Bakit naman kasi sa dinami-rami ng tugtugin naging memorable ito?

Simple. It was the first time I ask her to dance and she refused. But she promised me na may isa sa JS Prom. Woohoo! Anyways. Wala lang. Adik lang. Naku. Dapat na nga palang kalimutan. Pero bakit andiyan pa rin. It sucks to face the truth but she's still there, whatever that red thing that contains aorta, the ventricles and the atria. Let me tell you that she's still what my heart is singing. She's still the one I love. Kaya katulad nang sinabi ko kay Eden, hindi na ako maghihintay dahil imposible pero... ayun, ako pa rin si gago. Kailangan ba talagang ganito ang aking maramdaman...

Kung nagtataka na kayo sa kantang ito.

I can still remember like yesterday
We were so in love in a special way
And knowing that your love will
make me feel oh so right
But now I feel lost, don't know what to do
Each and every day I think of you
Holdin' back the tears, I'm trying with all my might

Refrain:
Because you've gone and left me standing All alone
And I know I've got to face tomorrow On my own....
But baby....

Chorus:

Before I let you go
I want to say I love you
I hope that you're listenin' 'Coz it's true,baby
You'll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will do,
yeah So before I let you go
I want to say .....
I love you

Interlude:
I wish that it could be just like before
I know I could've given you so much more
Even though you know I'd given you all my love
I miss your smile, I miss your kiss
Each and every day I reminisce
'Coz baby it's you That I'm always dreaming of...

Repeat Refrain
Repeat Chorus (except last 3 words)

Bridge:
Coz Letting love go is never easy
But I love you so That's why I set you free And I know
Someday
Somehow
I'll find a way To leave it all behind me
Guess it wasn't meant to be But baby.........

Repeat chorus (except last 3 words)
So before I let you go I want to say.......I love you .

Love is so complicated. Sometimes, you'll just wonder why. But you'll never know the answer.
Frankly, I haven't move on. Although I realize I have to, I have to get her out of the system. But what can I do, if I truly miss and love her? Pero kapag andiyan siya, wala ka namang magawa. Kapag andiyan siya, wala lang. Di mo pwedeng gawin kasi wala ka namang maihaharap sa kanya. Toink.

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