Jailed in the Fortress

Whenever I decide. I regret.
Sorry. Sorry if I the message spelled for you was too much for the relationship we have.
Moreso, I just want the friendship.
Maybe you had thought, that I have given up before. Long before I mean.
But truly, I just gave up lately.
And now that it feels so hard to do it, you are penalizing me for not noticing me.
Thanks if that would really make you happy.
I guess I'll live just this way.
I'll live my life, for sure.

I thought I'd be happy to let go, but more that I think of it, I see myself sad and longing for you.
Truth hurts. I'll just live with it. But if I won't ever fall for anyone again. That's not my fault. That's not even yours. That's what I was meant to so I'll live with it.

For the title, I do feel like I'm jailed in the fortress. Whatever the title means, it just shouts that I still feel for her (not love?) but never mind. I do. So please. I hope I can have peace of mind. Just I hope this thing ends before 2007 starts..

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