What a Monday...

This freaking feeling for this 'new' girl, I have to think about this. I do need to recheck why I liked her. Let's just put it this way. I got her number from a friend, I thought she was someone I know from the past, but apparently she's not. And she ended up not replying any of my text messages. I'm so fucked up. Well, I admit that I used this thing to try to connect to her, but it just didn't work.

It just irritates me that this feeling for her is in fact growing. I really like her but I think it's time to stop. I can't get further, it should and should just remain as 'admiration' thing. Not more than that.

I discovered that just she's not the friend all you can person, that I thought she would be... That I thought she'd entertain people and try to mingle with them or just maybe just in text. Well, I am ashamed of her right now and everywhere I go she's there. Kalay, Math Building and that really frustrates me. Frustrated that this girl's face is so so irresistable. Its just that I dont have the face or the wrath to present myself to her.

Just bad realizations. She's the second girl who have made me feel the way I felt before. Just lesser that I'm willing not to try to do anything before making any move. Can we be friends rather? I just want to know you better. Can we? Maybe that's what I should work out.

And clear my freaking sh*t with a lot of people. Haha.

PS to Pauline: Miss ya, girl! Haha. Yung SOEP! Waaaah... wala lang na miss lang kita tapos i'm pretty overwhelmed dahil nakachat din kita ulit sa wakas.. hehehee... kasi nag states pa eh... hehehe