13.1.07

Perfect

Today, I want to just emphasize this blog post with this word.
Perfect.

Primarily because, no one's perfect but a lot of people aims to be one. And I am one of those people. Too bad, I can never be. Or is it just that as for myself, I am indeed perfect. Its just what other people think of you, that brands you as 'imperfect'

Suddenly, I recall my ever bitter life. This life which I'm okay at being blessed at, is not really what other people think as 'perfect' that in even behind back, they allow my shallow and influential preferences attack their identities. Did they feel I personally attack them or did they just let themselves be attacked by their insecurities. Some things I can do they can never be.

Just as this Chemistry 16 Exam, all of us needs to pass. Just to be perfect. Just to be perfect in a way that the world sees us. But how much of these crappy things should we learn, to gain a respectable job or even live this happy life? For all I know, half of this Engineering students will eventually fail. And engross themselves in a part-Dracula part-human life of Call Centers.

Imperfections make life interesting. For if not for it, we won't strive for anything greater. Sometimes, it just feels so right to commit a mistake. Not that I say being erratic would make this world a happy place. It just feels like your normal again.

Whatever happens. We'll live. Just not the way we are projected to be, but the way we chose to be and whatever we do in this life is the decision we had made and the counterparts of what we have done before.

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